I used it twice this evening to describe your verbose grandstanding proclamations because it describes them perfectly imo. BTW, I’ve not come across someone quite so pleased with themselves since Alice. Fascinating.
I didn't know Alice or read any of his posts, but I'll take the comparison as a back-handed compliment, irrespective of whether it was meant, as clearly he made a monumental impact on this forum. So thank you, I'll gladly take it.
But there's a more powerful emotion at work here. You've gone on record as stating that he was 'nasty' to you. Similarly, I have slighted you, apparently, much to your obvious chagrin and frustration. It would seem that your attempts to be accepted among your perceived peers is an enduring problem; you've never quite hit that mark, have you? Perhaps they weren't your peers after all.
I'm not going to indulge you further; I won't go full Freud (not Clement, obviously, let's not open that particular Pandora's Box) and attempt to psychoanalyse you - there's nothing to analyse. You're a painted marionette, nothing more.
As I said earlier, but was expunged from the record by your guardians, your content is nothing more than overburden one wades through to get to Davros' posts.