It all seems pretty pointless to me, climbing mountains that have already been climbed hundreds of times, risking life and limb and obliging others to risk life and limb to try and rescue you when things go wrong, and when they do go wrong leaving orphans and widows to try and make sense of it all.
Yep, there's an author Ruth Coffey who's partner died on Everest in 1982, she has written several books about
'Where the mountain casts it's shadow' telling the stories of the children & partners left behind when their loved ones perish whilst pursuing their selfish dreams.
Some of the tales of death on Everest I could tell you, people being told to turn back because they are running out of oxygen or moving too slow, then they completely ignore the order, pushing on & their bodies are now laying there still as grisly land marks.
ETA: And having almost finished the docu it seems Tom Ballard wasn't any different in that he continued his attempt on the mountain when others had judged the conditions too risky & given up.