The diary entry dated 7 August related the morning of the murders.
3.00am. The phone rang, Julie jumped out of bed assuming it was Jeremy. She says he tells her, "Everything is going well". Julie writes....'Sheila has gone mad and his father didn't know what to do.' Julie told him not to worry and he replied that he had not been to bed all night. Julie told him to go to bed and try to sleep
because he would think clearer. (the bit in green was crossed out)
He hung up and she returned to bed to sleep. Information sunk in..panic!
Denial of assumption..went to sleep.
5.40am. Phone again rang and Dougie answered it, got Julie up, Jeremy in a call box.
Jeremy tells her, "Don't go to work a Panda Car will pick you up". Says he will explain when she gets home, can't talk now coz only got 10p.
Panic! Talked to Suse, got showered, dressed, ready by 6.05am. Panda Car arrived at 8.30am. Travelled to Catford Station. Policeman told Suse that a number of people had died. Travelled to Goldhanger. Stan Jones told Jeremy that she was upset.
Julie asked Jeremy, "Did you do it", to which he answered, "No Matthew did - I should have been an actor" followed by a chuckle.
Julie says she and Jeremy chatted in the bathroom out of earshot several times.
She says that they discussed on their own, how entered, money paid, order of shooting, fight, Bible and phone call. Jeremy didn't say any more in the house in case it was bugged.Julie wrote that she offered to ID the bodies - reassurance Jeremy asked why. Phoned her mum and dad.