Don't give up Sadie. You are not going to be mocked on my watch anymore. I am just sad that I didn't realise what was going on.
Hi Elli
Thanks for your support, but I can take a lot of bashing ... am used to it

. It is the time wasters that annoy me. They know that I am extremely slow.
You will see that I have modified my last post cos' I found some of the missing weather charts, so I am pleased about that.
I am just without energy these days, sleeping a lot of the time. The broken femur 12 months ago ... and ensuing massive traumatic and diabetic problems knocked me about dreadfully.
Yesterday was blue flashing lighted into hospital with chest pains and odd ECG's, but not thought to have been a heart attack, so back home again. The day before I had a fall and it took getting on for half an hour before I could get up. Hubby too old and unwell to manage pulling me up. Shaking all over and bruised swollen knees but fine again now.
The worst problem atm is my degenerating spine. Have lost over 4" in height. I never take pain killers cos they mask the source of the problem, and my belief is to treat the source of the problem and not hide it. Was actually shouting out with pain and afraid to lie down or sit up in bed, so have finally given way and am on minimum pain killers atm.
But the number of probs I have is unbelievable since the trauma from braeking my femur. I am lucky, I guess. Many Octagenerians (Spelling? ... and is there such a word?) die after breaking their femur. Am not a lot of good tho'
Hope you keep well.
sadie x
Please delete this, when you have read it. TY