SC told her psychiatrist, Dr F, she thought the twins would seduce her and saw evil in both of them. If she was having such thoughts on 6th/7th Aug why would she choose to take her life near them?
That was LONG before Jeremy killed her and the family — and you know that.
Sheila said she’d had scary thoughts which is typical of someone suffering schizophrenia, and they worried her as she knew it wasn’t normal, hence why she told her psychiatrist. They weren’t long-lasting thoughts, they weren’t real events or desires, and her psychiatrist wasn’t worried by them at all as he knew these were typically disturbing thoughts that would occasionally inflict people suffering the same condition, and were of no significance. It’s quite possible that June’s constant talk of the devil, sex being a sin, Sheila being the spawn of Satan put these morbid thoughts into her head.
It would be more interesting to know what thoughts go through that psychopath’s mind, Jeremy Bamber, when he replays the night of the murders and how he watched them all die...unlike Sheila he is sly and cowardly; he wouldn’t admit to his psychiatrist how it feels to to watch your family die as you fire bullets into their heads.
Why don’t you ask him, Holly? He may open up to you...